its a -im about to get sick- feeling
so therefore im staying at home.. :D why bother confront my doom?

anyway, yesterday as a whole went pretty well.. hung out with mogi alot thank god there was someone i cud be with.. and farhan was there too.. being one of the few people under me .. hehehe.. :D how coincidental..

then went for dinner with the 412 people with mrs kwan and ms hoo.. very nice.. :) i loved hanging out eating ice cream and yamsenging underneath the escalators.. like our own private hideout.. funky

how i wished it was different
how i wished it came true
so thankful for everything
so grateful for you

im glad U left
i see right through U
U're nothing to me
just a plain old FOOL

PISS OFF..
id really like to see some heads roll right this minute..

hooya..

what a rush..ahhh.. today was fantabulous

woke up at 9.. and met up with muns and ain to tan/swim.. obviously i wasnt there to tan.. but we spent like the whole morning there.. it was so relaxing.. i even did abt 16 laps .. how tiring.. im still aching.. ooh and we ate fries by the pool and actually in the pool haha.. butthe lifeguard told us to stop just before we finished it.. heehee... really having pool party man..

relish is word of the week..
i relish the idea of double champs
i relish the idea of whacking other skls
i relish a beeeyoutifoool day at the pool
i relish shopping till i drop
ooh how i relish these precious moments..

ahhh.. i even met mrs anis.. and her daughter.. it was how coincidental.. but nice.. :) her daughter is how frenly now... hehe doubt she rems me.. i meant her kid..

ooh im so carefree i might just about forget we have a freakng chem prac test on monday.. :s but im happy enough to not care abt the volunteer thing.. it might just turn out to be fun.. i mean quite a few fun pple will be there.. :)

this is bliss!

liberation

to all who tagged: miss ya guys!!!! hope to see ya all reallllllly soon...

to all softballers: PSYCHE UP... :) season is too near to be real.. perhaps itll rain and all will be postponed.. :D

to all taking bio chem econs maths: REJOICE!!!

hahaha.. even tho i kinda bombed every single one of my tests.. i managed it.. its over.. and a 4 day holiday lies ahead of me hurrah.. tomorrow swimming and shopping!! yay.. ay today while going to skl.. happened to be in the same carriage and mrt as honlyn.. nice nice.. had a companion the whole time thru.. its interesting to catch up with frens.. i mean like.. i see hon almost everyday and this nice one on one session gave me time to really talk to her and see whats up.. oh right and i love my softball team mates to bits.. w/o it i wudnt get to know crys & halima & dawn & joan better... and of cos all the other pple .. ahh team sports are so much more fun.... :)

on the way home today i nearly stepped on a dead rat.. i thought it was a shoe!!!!!!! the funny thing was big monster alex was there and he was still traumatised for a whole 20mins++ and actually believed joan when she yelled rat for fun.. hahah.. talk abt a giant n a mouse man.. -- thanks for support anyway!!.. we are soooooo out to smack those skls.. i want to bat more!! pitching is a bore in comparison to fielding and batting..

ili is so high.. ! oh right.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEEEEEEE

ahhhh.. it feels good not needing to worry abt sklwork... -gloat gloat gloat-

oh my

i actually pitched today! wow.. and i finally got a person out.. haha.. incredible.. i actually struck some pple out.. damn tyco tho..pitching needs alot of work but i cant believe how everyone was soo supportive.. i love my teammates & coach rocks.. :D and it was nice to see xingni! hehe.. she and her frens are just as supportive.. at least there isnt hatred.. :) i kinda miss her n some other pple..

shucks
i just remembered
how comfortable it is
how easy it is to smile

i miss it..

i dunno what it is but i seem to be a much more emotional person these days.. like i get more touched by sweet things by romantic gestures, even movies.. altho i still havent cried like.. really really cried for any movie or book before.. but tears are almost there.. but when i opened up my email to see pictures of babies being aborted.. their heads disconnected from their bodies.. i feel like puking.. its awful! it really is sth i dont ever want to see... brr.. im gonna get nightmares

on another note xiaohui was on tv -the great science challenge or some shit liddat.. so lame lor and they shud actually get a host who can pronounce the words for goodness sakes! bravo to RG anyway and hahahha to tchs.. oops..

oh yea studied in skl just now after gettting sloman from dee.. not bad.. i think i covered abt 1/3 of what i shud know by now for j2.. plus its nice to have a proper table with tonnes of space to move yr stuff ard and able to sprawl all over yr seat when ure tired too.. :) and its nice to have people pop by from time to time and chat.. giving u a break... n pple watching esp pple coming in n out for camp and the trackers training.. :) such memories..

lets get this common tests outta the way! i want to watch a movie already!

nickelback roxss

just watched the music vid for this song the other day.. its damn saddd!! but awfully good... i love the sad twist in the end.. its a MUST WATCH..

anyway.. i think novi is such a fat slob and im turning into her now tt hols are here and all i do is watch the goggle box and eat nonstop..

can u imagine.. one week from now and it would be one full year when my whole life changed... yups.. tt was when all my hc classmates came by for a final farewell party at my house.. *sobs* when they gave the sweet pillows.. when zz gave me buttercup.. -sigh- when XN zz & ys gave me the ultra sweet postcard ... ay... and the day before tt we were at the padang watching SRC.. watching NJ get smacked by HC.. :) hehe.. to be playing it this yr is just a whole new experience...

but ya this time this yr its a whole different experience.. im on the other side.. im playing.. im in rj.. my family like came down to watch (accidentally) .. my other frens were there to watch..

wow

i realise i make less stupid mistakes when im lethargic.. dont have enough energy to worry.. heh.. but still i wished more j2s were part of the team.. its kinda sad.. still.. our j1s rock.. n i finally hit a ball to outfield today.. :) the first in a match.. fantabulous.. :)

im getting pissed by the minute

RED
Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people, nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.


calm these fearss..

ili feels a bit happier.. lets have a small recap of happenings..

1) iylia said i look like a cartoon character.. grr..
2) burdened with work
3) SRC & common tests are coming
4) i have no time
but most of all.....

I LOVE SPAIN! :D hahhaha..

ili is gonna find her way out of this hell hole.. but dont worry.. ili will come back.. :)

Happy B-day ili....
-- no the B does not stand for birth..