A weekend in KL

oh my.. what a weekend! disappeared to KL right after work and coming back only to start work 8hrs later again.. *groan* but in between spent scouting every inch of Mid Valley Shopping Centre haha, attending a cousins oh so posh wedding and meeting up with my lovely muns! It's like no time has passed and we're still little girlies back in JC.. still talking abt boys.. and catch up with old old gossip haha.. But thoroughly enjoyed the time in msia! hehe it was good feeling like I knew where I was going, the culture and the food but at the same time, feeling like on holiday cos its not home. the only bad thing was.. I couldnt bitch in malay haha and when i was helping out with the guest registration and seat allocation, I didn't know that the guy in front of me was a Tan Sri!! haha oops. n was semi star struck by a couple of msian artistes.. not too popular tho.. but all the guys still thought they were hot.. if u have any idea who the popular twins are.. they look like azza ELITE. & radi was the EMCEE for the night.. supposedly with OG ahmad daud, but apparently she cudnt make it. aw the 5 hr bus ride didnt feel too painful so perhaps ill reconsider taking many more mini vacays there.. but only with myuk around!! :)

*warning: psycho paranoia entry

OMG
whinewhinewhinewhinewhine
im gonna be a weirdo y4 takingmicro n macro alone..
as it is im taking all my mods except FIIM next sem alone..
omg.. *breathe*
new pple.. new experiences..
its ok ili.. just bear one more termmm.. then ull be off to europeeee!!
(n then back to bear another years worth of freshie embarassment omg)
shit im hyperventilatingg.. ackkkkk
n then OFF to work.. while the rest of my frens are still studying
OMGGGGGG
shit i hate this

suits.shirt.scrubs.heels

its so odd.. that as im sitting on my 19th bday prez ('i would like to be a ____ when i grow up' bedsheet) i see pictures of all of us clad in our future officewear. unnerving. hmmm.. i think id rather be a soccermom hahah. a la victoria beckham perhaps. minus the fakeness abt her of course! i keep mulling over this.. (our oldness not the beckham) n maybe.. i should stop mulling. since i tend to mull the days away.. im twenty-freaking-one. wheres the enjoyment in life dammit!

one night of sleep does wonders for the dark eye rings..

So yest I worked at the BH event from 730am-630pm which warranted a day off today. Altho I'd rather take a day off on the same day as the boss o/w theres really no work to do. But im sheeck. so forgive me aha.. Yest was kinda fun... Talked to all the aunties who wanted to open bank accounts.. they're so cute. haha And boss n i didnt think we wud have such a huge response. We only photocopied 50 application forms the day before and they were all promptly used up by the end of the day w/o much persuasion. Yay! Didnt realise it was so late.. so boss sent me homee hehe.. and he opened the top cover!! I was.. "OOOOH!!! CAN I STAND!?" hahah too bad it started raining a while after.... but i still saw pple gaping at the car haha weee!!!! ooh and khairudin saharom's brother was working with us too.. they look alike! kinda.. in case u dont know who tt is.. he's a cute malay artiste who is also an architect... vvv eligible indeed ahha. ah... i wished today stretched as long as possible..

Promptly cheered up by the genius of Edward Monkton.. INSANELY cute stuff!
1) i WANTWANTWANTWANTTTT the first item: Where are we going? - and its aptly (or not) a passport cover LOL
2) & omg.. ALL my hair wants to be dragons...
3) INSANELY cute rock pig!
4) my favorite one of them all.

my dear friends from the UK, would you buy them for meeee hehe

shagged to the pt of being sick.

thx for putting up with all my nonsense & playing taboo (altho i wud have liked to play too except i was busy catching up with pple etc.) & playing captains ball and getting all sweaty hehe

all of u guys who were so sporting (literally as well) who were prepared in yr tshirts n shorts.. i cudnt believe u guys actually did tt :D yay! 21 is just a number! i can be 16 if i want to haha

the best part was probably when em said it was one of the better parties she's been to and josh said tt was the first non-alcoholic 21st bday he's been to that was surprisingly fun. LOL. can we have more random meetups just to play captains ball and taboo!? :D

& yes as the title of the post says it.. I think I'm falling sick.. but i guess its worth it.. as long as I can get an mc for tomorrow eheheh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHzz2mO5uSc

Because I'm loved muchmuch!

Talk about kiasu.. its barely my last hour of 20-hoodem & already I've seen my Sembawang American Naval Base fireworks (see video above), gotten a REAL angpow from my parents, a lovely visit by Jayne who nuttily waited for me to come online just to make sure I'm home to send fabulous roses & cake right to my doorstep & very many birthday wishes.

tomorrow doesnt have to come to know that itll be great :)

thanks!

Presentinggg... Mr Italiano called Luigi Dimitri Alfa Romeo..
my boss' 2nd love.. (assuming he loves his wife more)
well.. old convertibles don't look as nice as the current ones but the insides pretty sweet.

haha lets just hope, when I'm his age, I'll be successful enough to own one of these babies (but ill prob get a nicer one haha) & be happy where I am.. life sure pans out in stages.. and this would make for a nice goal for the next phase of my life :)

20 years 364 days 21hrs & counting...

Fly Away from Here - Aerosmith
Gotta find a way
Yeah I can't wait another day
And nothin' gonna change
If we stay around here
Gotta do what it takes
Cause all in our hands
We all make mistakes, yeah
But it's never to late to start again
Take another breath
And say another prayer

Then fly away from here
Anywhere Yeah I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

why cant i be allowed to dream big?
why cant i stay naive?
why cant i remain having the same wonder and innocence as young child?

why must reality slam the door in your face
why am i so concerned over appearance, image and status
why, does our world have limitations?

i like being an idealist. cant i just remain this way?
if life doesnt get better than this, maybe it should just stop.
maybe its the paranoia before the 21st.
but growing up is such a big pain in the arse!