has forgotten how a laptop should sound...

silent..
i tell u how paiseh it is to have yr laptop revving like some kinda motorbike in the middle of a quiet room.. ive even not switched on my lappie for fear tt it wud incur the stares of many. ill switch my fan.. someday.. haha.. but im in the midst of getting all my serials.. so cannot.. haha

the best part about finals is... its FINAL u dont have to give another notice of what u did wrong or why the question is like thatt.. because u never have to think about that subject againn! unless of cos ure gonna need it for future mods like AFA and AMA.. then tt really sucks.. cos if uve screwed up yr basics.. so much ground to cover later! i really do appreciate the complexities of accounting but its crazeee.. maybe if u give me a whole day to do any of the supposed 3 hr accountancy papers, i might be able to do themright.. i really do enjoy the challenge of a tough module and the satisfaction tt it brings rather than mind numbing bullshit yr way thru mods but tt is if u dont have the stress of a GPA looming over you... pple only like what they are good at.. and thats because u dont give pple the chance to do badly at things they might like.

n one more rant about exams.. term 1 papers are much harder than term 2 papers.. because.. the profs have summer to come up with new and evil questions to kill u. and in term 2, they just kinda manipulate n repeat the evil qns but the students wud have already attempted the super evil one from previous termwhich makes term 2 papers much less evil.. well, tts my theory at least. whatever it is, ive practically screwed EVERYSINGLE final paper ive sat for in my uni life.. this is a mighty bad bad trend.. lets see if twc shall prove me right once again.. ONE MORE PAPER TO FREEDOM! and i mean freedom in more ways than one.

wants more stuff to get addicted to..

the addiction has already reached the limits of the telecast in the US so the hands get very itchy while waiting between weeks! n itchy for the pgl cd.. ive practically memorised every word of the songs tt i have of it now.. rarh... haha no one will figure its exam season here. n just realised QM is 70 mcqs worth.. kaoz.. can go crazy lah.. and need to create a cheatsheet for twc when i havent even done the readings.. dieeee! cant wait for sat! cant waittttt for dec hols!!

im on a pgl hangover.. i even found afdlin shauki's blog surfing ard for pgl stuff..
im DYINNGG to get my hands on the cd! damnn.. i cant wait till next sunday which hopefully ill go to jb to get my good dose of pgl cd, vcds and sushi haha. cant wait!

tomorrow doesnt exist.
ok it does.. but the ultimatum shant..
cos i know i know my things..
and i know that if i believe in myself and think things out systematically, i can do it
and even if not, i have plans
i have great fun plans
and i intend to live my life for once..

Unlike me - Kate Havnevik
There are no guarantees in life
Not for the present, Nor for the future.
All I know is That I'm here;
Don't know for how long.
I love the way
You live so intensely
Enjoy every minute of life
With space to swing
Your arms around
Laughing loudly
Unlike me Unlike me
Do you think I'm strange?
Unlike you
Unlike you I am not pretending

weeeeee... on a puteri gunung ledang high!

i guess you can count today as my break from studying cos PGL seemed to take the whole day! Watched the Matinee show today and i loved it overall! :) the plot was a bit thin.. especially for chapter 2 but i guess they were trying to fit it all in..

i loved loved looooooved the transition changes and set.. ok tts not the main thing pple will normally love but i do.. it was absolutely seamless. kudos to the set designer. esp the part when the curtains fell to become the sea.. like the pic of the boat above.. n i thought the opening was pretty cool, when they introduced the many layers to the set.

i love watching the expressions of the people apart from who is talking. anddd i do love the music.. altho the main theme is stuck in my head.. ANDDD even though it was a matinee and an extra one (which thank god wasnt played by the understudies) we got to see celebrities! like afdlin shaukI!! who is soo cute and round! sharon ismail, rilla melati, glenda chong ANDD khairudin sahrom! who is super tall and distinct.. u cud pick him out of a crowd easily! i guess my first class tickets was worth it! esp since the view was really pretty good.. guess it was fate tt we didnt watch the night timings cos then we wud have missed out on seeing them hahaha.. which is half the fun! ok not half.. quarter.. altho we didnt get to see hans issaac who DID say he wud catch it here AND who IS in sg right now :) weee... im how in touch with melayu now haha. ya right.. altho when i cudnt hear what they were saying, had to refer to the subtitles haha.. which was sometimes actually not a true representation of what they said, but its normal i guess that translations cant capture the real essence.. oh i was laughing when they counted in javanese cos being half javanese and all, tts about as much javanese words i know! lol.. siji loroh telur papat! n goblok! haha

this will totally instill further interest in future shows.. like.. MY FAIR LADY!! in jan! loves it.. BUT one thing i figured is.. musicals.. are not serious.. because the kings of majapahit n melaka decided to do a little dance. at least the majapahit one did a warrior dance.. the melakan raja did a girly butt twitchy one!! which made me laugh through the ENTIRE time.. he even swung his long hair around.. wth hahaha.. anyhow.. the ending. not so good.. but ill give credit to them for producing sth pretty awesome.. where malays in the truckloads really came out to fill up FOUR full shows.. fabulous!
no complaining about not studying here! :D

ooh ooh forgot to add autograph session photos! :)

adipati-tuah-gustiputri

tuah has grey eyes... haha

An amusing read:
Fabregas - Walcott is one of the world's best youngsters
“He is the best player of that age playing in the Premiership,” said Fabregas, “Definitely. When he came to Arsenal you could see he has the quality. If I had to choose two players it would be him and Lionel Messi, because I saw what he could do at Barcelona. For me they are the two best players I have seen at 16 to17.
Of course it is only three years since a 16-year-old Fabregas first stole Highbury hearts with his precocious talent. Now a veteran of 120 games, the Spaniard is in prime position to judge the new kid on the block.
http://www.arsenal.com/article.asp?thisNav=News&article=430544&lid=NewsHeadline&Title=Fabregas+-+Walcott+is+one+of+the+world%27s+best+youngsters



its true... watching fabregas for just these couple of yrs make it feel like ive been watching him forever.. and i keep having to remind myself he's 10mths younger than me! impossible!

It turned out to be a good night after all












after trailing by one goal, with a wonder strike by emmanuel eboue and two fabulous assists by walcott, we redeemed ourselves.. as weiming puts it, everything happens after the 80th min. including the loss of man u to celtic :D anyhow, i think the white sweater fabregas is wearing is v pretty! will anyone buy it for me? :D and just a mini tribute to ljungberg who recently won swedish player of the year.. bravo to my gunners!

n think my corp is super dead considering i havent touched it today since i slept at 6am. help!

Itunes Oracle!

Q) How does the world see you?
A) Could not ask for more – Edwin Mccain

Q) Will I have a happy life?
A) Gadis Melayu – Mawi

Q) What do my friends really think of me?
A) Can I have it like that - Pharell

Q) Do people secretly lust after me?
A) hey jealousy – Gin Blossom

Q) How can I make myself happy?
A) Nobody knows it but me – Tony Rich Project (but i dunno also!!)

Q) What should I do with my life?
A) Mi reflejo - Xtina (been doing tt all my life)

Q) Will I ever have children?
A) Girls – Destiny Child (but I really want boys!)

Q) What is some good advice for me?
A) Semi Charmed life – Third Eye Blind

Q) How will I be remembered?
A) Para tu amor - Juanes

Q) What is my signature song?
A) Unlike me – Kate Havenvik

Q) What do I think my current theme song is?
A) Crazy Love – Jackson Browne

Q) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
A) I’ll be – Edwin Mccain

Q) What song will play at my funeral?
A) Such Great Heights – The Postal Service

Q) What type of men/women do I like?
A) Dang Shineun… - Goong OST.. (erps Korean?)

Q) What is my day going to be like?
A) Crush – Jennifer Paige


I was gonna use the last question to determine if i should go out today.. and i was mortified to see the result.. cos i misread it as crash.. HMMM.. wouldnt want the 3rd last qn to happen too soon now..

an interesting package hung on the gate as i came home from supper..

not entirely rain-proof but it survived.

thank you jaynita and grasita :)

too many words to say..

but know tt ill be there for you too.

its the most awesomest thing ever!

ok i swear im not a pervert but when i was watching greys.. his sculpted body is really like those of the statues of the Greek Gods! u wud never think such a person exists.. but yes! people with super hot bods and faces so chiselled its as if u chiselled them yourselves with chisels (ok fine not yourselves but by professionals) exist.. wow...







& may i add.. alex karev is looking mighty alot like freddie ljungberg esp when bald which he is in season 3.. and it seems both are models for CK.. guess we know what kinda looks CK is channelling..

ok everyone who has gone to vivocity and come out of it telling me stories did not tell me this..

ITS BLOODY BASED ON GAUDI'S WORK!

since i cant find pics of vivocity.. lemme just say, it looks like parc guell (pic 1) and la padrera (pic 2)





and HMM the official site says NOTHING abt this.. mebbe they are awaiting for the official opening in dec. There's even a section dedicated to spain complete with gaudi souvenirs and FC Barcelona shop lol. ok fine after all tt criticism of how sg's oh so happening new concept is actually based on some other country which speaks volume of our creativity and bitching how wannabe europeans we are, i conceded when i saw Zara & Pull and Bear.. Pull and Bear is under the same holding company as Zara.. was surfing through all their brands sometime like last year n massimo dutti is one of them too.. can i just say i lurveee their shops? I finally got my wrap top tt ive seen a billion of everywhere else but cudnt find a decent one, since im super picky. ay.. it seems the whole world is enjoying spain and the spanish language when i was the one obsessed months ago.. dying to get to europe but prob wont be able to until this fad dies down.. i SWEAR im at the forefront of trends.. haha Sya can vouch for me tt ive been in love with longish wrap tops and spain since forever.. ok well since jc.. n looks whats in now! hmm wonder what ill predict soon!

im hopelessly addicted to..........
GREYS ANATOMY!!!!

shitlah! 2 quizzes to study for this week and what am i doing? i just watched 3 or 4 episodes in a roww... and the sucky part abt the episodes towards the end is.. IT HOOKS YOU! well at least i have a further 5 episodes!!! happiness.. but after tt, no moreee. HOW!??!?!! no more mcdreamyy! no more meredith!!!! ahhh!!!! why did i get hooked in the first place!??!?!

cant help but remember this song when i was typing the title...

Hopelessly devoted To You - Grease
Guess mine is not the first Heart broken
My eyes are not the first To cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no gettin' over you
You know i'm just a fool Who's willing
To sit around And wait for you
But, baby, can't you see?
There's nothing else for me to do
I'm hopelessely devoted To you

But now There's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted To you
Hopelessyly devoted To you
Hopelessly devoted To you

My head is saying, Fool forget him
My heart is saying
Don't let go Hold on to the end,
And that's what i intednd to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now There's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head Hopelessly devoted To you
Hopelessly devoted To you
Hopelessly devoted To you

just been invaded by a billion pretty adorable kids..
ok fine.. more like 6? running ard the whole house curious through every door.. before i knew it, while i was in the kitchen fixing drinks, my 1m tall bear was hijacked by a kid shorter than the bear.. at least it remindedme that the bear is more than just for ornamental purposes and feels real good to hug.. which is pretty much what i need these days. just a good hug.. if i cant have some hot dashing guy holding me in his arms.. lol.. :)

with every weekend.. there is a pickmeup called arsenal..
and who are my favouritest central defenders?? kolo toure and william gallas!
they are both are so incredibly hilarious (in a goodway) and hardworking.. so much so they ended up on the score sheet today! not to mention flamini was the first scorer.. hahhaha and the interview with the both of them at the end of the match was how cute! toure scored first so gallas said he will score too and toure said he wanted to see him do it.. gallas is the leading goalscoring central defender! hahaha oh how they've bonded.. n the great family feeling u get from the team.. is the perfect solution to a case of mondayblues..

im ready to face the day!
rarr!

driving down the highway blasting the cd feels so good.
i wished i had an endless ocean drive with all the best songs to belt out along to..
so i can forget everything and everyone.......

i dont want to be unhappy n hurt over the stupidest things anymore..
but i really thought things would look up this time.
n i hoped n prayed this time all would go right
but no. lightning can strike twice.

weeeeeeeee boss sucks..
look at my 6.5 mods week haha

GUESS WHAT IM DOING AT 230PM 25TH NOV!?

I GOT TICKETS!!!!!!!!

happiness.. nothings gonna get me down todayyyy cos me have my PGL tix. my over n done with corp n MORE greys anatomy to watch after i leave skl at 10 tomorrow.. oh what bliss! persistence and determination are 2 things to learn today..

lemme just say that the sistics computer system SUCKS! i had to wait in line for 1 hour, noticeably the number of frustration-releasing smses were sent out exponentialyl as time went by. and i hate when they make orders of 2 diff shows at the same time.. bloody slow comp.. AND screw the stupid idiot who helped her fren jump queue.. i was about to yell at her face.. but ili has manners after all. held it in.. was sure of getting tickets after standing in line for damn long. AND THEN... drumrolls.. all tickets at 65 and 45 dollars are sold out.. wtf leh really wtf.. the news abt a new timesloT JUST came out tt day in the newspaper. so left with 95 dollar tickets.. risking daggers from the really long queue behind me, i had to call my sis and cousin to confirm buys. but eventually.. an hour worth of mindless, munching on my chocolate banana muffin standing ard resulted in tickets! ok i realise how drama im making out this whole thing but hell. theres something to look foward to before i meet with my fate called corp reporting.
speaking of which, was the class tt came after all that standing ard..

no more running away.

i really don't want to be sad

tapi sudah jadi seperti jatuh ditimpa tangga.
ingin membuktikan diri. tapi mungkin terlambat.

all i want is to get past this miserable season.
ive lost control over things.
this is my fate.

The happier times in life












hokay.. packed packed tiring weekend. sat was spent a day entertaining me friends from all over.. Appreciate you guys coming down and dropping all work u had to come and eat up our food :) These are the times to relax and have funn! Look how we've grown from eh what bus goes to your house to eh what expressway can i take? (and eh how do i parallel park right hon :P) Ain is how garang with her super hot bike! from the rgs peeps to the rj classmates and the smoo-ers.. we shud always have more of these altho.. its damn frekaing tiring to cleanuP!

and then...

THE BAD DAYS..
when ure stuck in school from 11am to 11 freaking pm.. on a SUNDAY!!!! im really an anti sunday worker.. sundays are rest i am not leaving the house days.. and i can't stand projects that stay at a standstill for far too long.. alot of stuff can be done quickly and all u need is the focus.. im really not a fan of project meetings.. and more so of mugging.. wow smu culture sure is great.. i really dont care about how much other pple are mugging anymore. let me live my own happy life where smart studying shall prevail.

concussed

i really cant survive sleeping at 430am and then having skl for half of the next day. its all TWC's fault. after researching for how many days, i cudnt find anything good to write for indiv assignment. so i only started crapping sth out from 1am.. then i watched arsenal v moscow which was how exciting but damn annoying.. 23 freaking shots at goal.. i was screaming at the tv every other second.. which obviously slowed down my assignment writing process.. woke at 9am to finish it haha.. i hope i dont do too badly.. shucks.
then.. I reached home at 8pm and.. SLEPT ALL THE WAY till this morning.
i didnt even eat dinner :S woke up later thinking wow what a good nap i had.. until i saw it was 3am

Conclusion:
Ili needs sleep
lots of it.