weeeee.. FA quiz in 3hr 46min time!

suddenly, tt doesnt sound like a lot of time.. anyway, its the first itme in weeks im not in skl at 830 amm.. altho ill be down at 330pm instead.. gah.. time flies by so fast tt i can hardly appreciate anything anymore. sarah n i FINALLY sat down with santi n had a good chat with him.. and guess who.. ed haha.. all these exchange students ahh.. so full of nonsense.. n i was eating spaghetti at the same time.. trying not to look so uncouth with all the sauce splattering all over.. they're leaving so soon! man i wonder if i would be hanging ard spain for a while before i leave... i cant imagine tho those pple who are studying overseas.. after spending 4 yrs of their lives.. they will leave there forever.. and can u imagine being somewhere where they dont even speak english? just figured sya hardly speak english these days.. what more malay haha.. hmm, as usual, once its all out there, it doesnt feel so fantastic anymore.. or perhaps we've all been so bogged down with work, we cant fully enjoy the company of a hot spanish dude.. haha.. and hmmmm, wonder how i would fit in in a country tt seems to be all abt partying..












Anyway, random photos of the past few weeks.. the first one is some SUNDAY night which we were practising the song item before the stage was up.. the guys need extra work haha.. vishrut has the worst coordination on earth!! and xiayue sings totally offkey.. but loves singing loud.. hahah he's damn funny.. middle foto is mac with the oh so scary dragon.. he's carrying the head.. looks like ahpek there tho haha.. :X hope he doesnt read this.. n on the right, lloyd sitting on a random ledge.. he looked damn boiboi cute swinging his legs n everythin haha.. note the tiny white softtoy keychain on his bag.. never knew he had a soft side haha..

oh looky only 3hr 15mins left

Arsenal beats Juventus 2-0! Fabregas scores!

In the build-up to this game, the mighty figure of Patrick Vieira dominated the discussion. In its aftermath, all the talk will centre on the somewhat smaller frame of his Highbury heir apparent.
Cesc Fabregas scored the first goal and made the second for Thierry Henry as Arsenal took control of this Champions League Quarter-Final with Juventus.
They will go to Italy for the second leg next week with an utterly deserved 2-0 lead. Juve flickered briefly at the start of each half but were outfought and out-thought by an Arsenal side brimming with confidence.
This was a complete performance, albeit with some stand-out stars - Fabregas was impish, Reyes was rampant, Henry was unstoppable and Toure was towering.
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wooohoO!! damnn i shud have at least stayed up for the first half.. kudos to the team esp for fabregas to not only outshine viera in midfield but to score the opening goal as well.. fantastic!

stole these fotos off jaynees blog.. didnt realise there wer so many of us haha.. wished i cud name them all.. oh yea.. in the left hand corner below peiyan, thats Margaret Chan haha.. she keeps making funny faces when she's trying explain how we need to do certain things! and Prof Ong on the right, he's real cool! He supports Arsenal! haha.. n his wife is teaching at HC.. anyway, try n spot me in the sea of faces! n the top 3 fotos were me, jayneeee our mamasan of welfare (we must have been the happiest troopers ever under her welfare mgmt) and rachel.. (shes cousins with andrew fang and SUPER TALL!).. we were playing around with bingkai's camera after everything haha.. poor guy had pics of our stupid fotos :P

for the past 2 weeks, ive been to skl EVERYDAY!! n this is gonna continue RIGHT until probably this coming weekend.. since FA proj is due next mon.. today has been the first time in 2 weeks tt ive actually come home myself before sunset! amazing! im really happy.. but ive still got a gazillion work to do...

2 modules down.. 2 more to go.. plsplspls let this term go right..

its time to mugmugmug!! ill mug like ive never done before just to make this term right n then i can go for my exchange n slackslackslack!! woohoo! but i need to save up! was in orchard to look for stuff n i decided to enter forever 21 to check out their accessories.. dammit.. this season, they seem to be doing the look that i love.. was so freaking tempted to buy everything but was carrying too much stuff to shop properly.. study break ill go sebat shopping for a day hehe..

I shook SM Goh's hand!

haha.. gosh, I didn't even feel tired until i got home.. and kaoz.. the eyelids are super heavy and everythings just reallyy heavy. n guess what. i forgot to bring home my laptop charger.. boo.. so using home's lousy PC.. who refuses to work properly..

anyway, digressing.. yes! its over AND yes! i did shake hands with SM Goh and intro-ed myself.. even tho he prob didnt hear me.. haha i was COMPLETELY uncomfortable being all sweaty and restricted in my shirt and pants outfit.. anyway, lets start chronologically.. reached skl at 830am cos took a lift from dad.. but everything started at 10am.. tech runs, full runs.. quarantine period.. and the moment came.. n guess what.. my mind BLANKED out! hahaha.. i think i missed out some cues but wth.. no one knows unless i said right haha.. but yea wahalo the whole thing went by so fast! but was happifying.. jason ushered a bunch of us away after tt to meet the lee brothers.. the few of us apparently to show how diverse we are.. malays, indo, china-man etc.. it got kinda awkward haha.. then jason ushered some of us to meet the SM! wowee we had to even bypass their bodyguard n get their OK to meet him.. ooh.. ended up having a lil girl talk with his wife! she was saying how uni is the best period to find your match! i thot she was either kidding or match must have meant sth different.. but noo! haha.. apparently when ure out off to work, u wud have misseed yr chance to find yr soulmate haha..

after tt we attacked the food! sushi! yum.. finger food rocks haha.. took very many fotos but with other peeps cameras cos silly sis hijacked it!! bah.. will upload it laterr..

ahhhhh.. damnn damn damn.. im a silly silly girl.. to fall so easily.. n so stupidly for nothing.. to be blinded! sigh. if only.

anyway, sleepy sleepy.. back in skl at 9am tom.. till god knows whenn...

the GSR is eerily quiet at 1235pm..
everyone's muggin! except for me.. guess tt validates me being kicked out haha.. had a really good talk with zhihon last night.. was bawling in the beginning but he cheered me up quite a bit at the end.. bitching abt how screwed everything is and uni IS supposed to be a time to have fun.. so wth.. screw the books.. im in for a good time.
speaking of a good time, was having it this morning when cute guy presented.. :) ok fine so he isnt THAT cute but the voice n personality make up tonnes haha.. he does have a dimple tho.. sigh, i hope we have the same classes next term... haha claire must be oh so sick of hearing me now..
interesting point tt i observed, ive been wearing the same coloured shirt as this other guy for the past 3 days! haha so out of point but happy days are spent with happy friends.
a long day ahead.. 12 more hrs of being in skl.. sighhh

just bathed... i swear smu needs hostels.. i got home at 12 again! well partly my fault cos dropped by CHIJMES for some soccer.. but heyy a girl needs her break.. tho ive been taking very many breaks.. dont care laahhh! uni is supposed to be FUN anyway.. kick me out kick me out lorr.. u made us waste time on the skl opening anyway.. i did enjoy todays training tho cos i was being all silly n high.. was discussing spain trip n stuff with elizer today.. cant wait! i do hope we both get esade or wherever same time same place.. hums sinatra's swinging on a star is stuck in my head.. definitely our national anthem already.. make the juniors sing it as initiation or sth ahha. better yet, for interview round.. anyway, saw cute guy.. hehe made claire wavee to him :P but alvin had to spoil the image by saying he's a drunkard.. awww..

anyway, saw the softee juniors at the padang today.. with qt, vince and oh crap i forgot the other guys name haha.. vince is coming smu! cool.. altho i kinda warned him its alot of work haha.. they were all.. huh going to skl on sunday!??! skl was packed ahhH! and what were we doinggg!??!!? singingg! and dragon prancing! technically id rather sing n dragon prance all day long rather than look at my notes.. good bonding time tho.. felt like 1 whole big class.. :)

In school unless o/w stated

That is the best way to describe my last few weeks of being a freshie.. you see that picc.. its moi at 9+pm in a seminar room being bored.. trying to capture the traffic at the jxn of Stamford and Victoria Road.

below, 'happy' troopers at work.. alvin slaving over the slides and norli and claire slaving over their duet presentation

12pm the next day 3/5 of the group finally being able to breathe a sigh of relief that all is overrrr! well until stupid zhihon called us over to submit a content page.. i should have worn my heels to be just as tall as claire (shes wearing heels!) and we would have towered over alvin.. stupid smug guy haha.. i lovee his tie tho! claire n i were trying to tie ard each others neck the whole lesson after our presentation haha

well even tho it was the most chionging ive done my whole life, i was happy to have done it with these bunch of pple.. had a roaring good time doing silly stuff.. n thanks for being cupid for a day haha..

FA n ltb presentation left!!

rollercoaster of emotion

after 2 days of PURE COMMS CHIONGING its finally come to an end.. and poor alvin after putting in soo much effort in the slides, half of it didnt appear cos the skl LAN network was not working.. n the poor guy only slept 30mins last night.. i slept 3 hrs.. cos we were chionging right till 1130pm.. n reached skl at 7am..well at first i thought we screwed things up, cos some transitions were going quite badly and we didnt have the impactful multimedia slides.. and everyone looked so bored. but by the end of it TA said we did rather well but dunnolah.. then to kill off the blow i got the lowest possible grade for my summary.. my god.. i felt completely demoralised and wanted to drop out of school like PRONTO! sigh.. but TA kept saying dont worry about it.. farrrneee.. i really hope everything else pulls my grade up... *prays hard* thereafter, went for lunch with alvin n jansen at BREEKS! at suntec.. it was kinda nice.. then they were nice enough to escort me to watch softball at the padang.. but alvin left cos he was already 3/4 dead by then.... stupid alvin kept making cute jokes.. but blah whats so wrong abt finding a person cute huH!? esp with a nice deep voice.. yum! n yes i met shiyaN!!!! it was soooo great to see her again!!! loves her.. anyway, rj guys totally thrashed HCI 16-0 and RJ girls won TP too..

oh yes n been so busy i havent even been able to update that i finally was introduced to santi the spanish exchange student like yesterday.. Nice firm handshake.. good deep manly voice haha.. n Barca FC will always be the topic that breaks the ice haha.. oh yea n as twan was gonna intro me to him, Ed, the MIA guy appears right beside him.. wth.. so i was abt to say hi and went EHHHH instead.. of all times tt he has to emerge from the shadows haha..

anyway, spent the entire day slacking at the padang.. need to get some work done before i swing on a star.. wished i cud just sleep my worries away....

maybe Im just really stressed now and really tired
but i'm really at my wits end.. feeling completely unfulfilled and underappreciated and im doing awfullly in school.. i swear dropping out crossed my mind a couple of times. yknow.. words just cant express anymore how wound up i am. I'm like my necklace chain.. tangled up till its impossible to untangle and the ends cut off.. i just wanna grunt and sigh and pout and complain all at the same time. At least dragon dance was pretty fun.. Laughed like crazy.. perhaps itll be sth ill look back and think what fun times.. but right now.. its a literal pain in the back and my emotions are just tested to the limits.

as quaintly put by weiming.. thanks gerrard!

Thrilling match against Liverpool.. but after being a little disheartened by the garcia, equalizer, I was reading the paper, and i completely missed out on the alonso sending off! ok just saw the replay.. cheh the 2nd foul was totally accidental.. poor guy.. but the first foul was so odd.. he gave fabregas a knock.. n i was screaming 'why are u whacking yr own national teammate!' perhaps it was a ploy to get him injured so the coveted midfield position would be his and his alonee.. oooh.. better watch out! But anyway, kudos to Fabregas who most deservedly receive the Man of the Match award. Supplied the sweetest pass to Henry for the first goal and pressurised Gerrard into making a backpass that would haunt him forever! mwahaha.. someone ought to tell fabregas he needs a haircut though.. and trim his eyebrows.. its crazy bushy.. both.. Post-match interview with henry n fabregas, they were both complimenting each other.. so cute. but fabregas doesnt really have an accent when he speak english.. assimilates welll eh.. anyway, good game! worthed staying up! :)

pre-monday blues

nooooooooooo.. dont wanttt to go to skl!!! spent the ENTIRE day slacking.. damn it feels good.. LTB IS OVER!!!!!!!! woohoo.. 9am-4pm spent distributing food and stuff to the HWA families ard singapore. met some pretty interesting people and we just wanted to help even more.. then off to the admin building to do some SMU selling haha.. i was all dirty n sweaty tho.. photographer was there, i hope i didnt look too awful.. spent only abt 1.5hrs but talked to like 3 groups of people.. poly grads, parents and jc grads.. wooh.. intereesting n never have i talked so much great stuff abt the skl hahaha.. nevertheless the best tagline for the skl is..
SMU, theres no such thing called weekends: interpret it any way u like it..

I'm willing a certain MR to appear on my msn list but he must hardly come online or sth.. how annoying.. but hey sarah one of my cheesy pickuplines is true; the good genes one haha.. my fren says, im in for a treat :D
anyway, all you foreign country studying people, help me plan a europe trip will ya?? Helping to plan my sis' graduation europe trip.. at the same time she can check out whats great n what hotels the best for when i go hehe.. im hating tt she gets to set foot on SPain before I do tho...

WHATTTT THEEE....

1) Arsenal meets Juventus!!!
i was just saying how i dont want them to meet juventus because i dont want to meet viera! itll all be alot of hype over tt.. n tts so boring! but well, if arsenal wins, then perhaps the headline can go, the apprentice has taken over the master.. woohoo.. :D blah.. the nutty barca fans want juve.. but drew benfica instead.. eazy peazy... haha.. well, but at least if arsenal n barca go all the way, since they arent even drawn in the same possible semi-final, then it will be a dream final for fabregas AND me haha..

2) horrible FA quiz.. i got a headache AFTER it cos everyone was discussing n i just did not want to hear anything at all!! not to mention it was RIGHT after LTB quiz.. i came to skl at 3 today to have quizzes from 330 to 630.. tts just.. insane! but Prof Gan is very nice.. i take back all the grandfather jokes i made abt him haha..

3) michael is the biggest loser on earth
I hope he goes bankrupt (after paying us back of course), lands himself in jail and dies a terrible terrible death! I really hope he causes 1 more problem so I can blow up in his face, give him MANY tight slaps and kick him between his legs. To try and defend himself and threaten them in the way he did was completely uncalled for and without any basis. I should have been there to put him in his place. He thinks he can talk his way out of anything. i wished there doesnt need to be any more next times. But circumstances have made it this way. I look forward to defending my groupmates if ever the time calls for it.

im a terrible fan..
i overslept.. so i didnt watch the matchhh!!! ahhhh.. terrible of mee..
anyway, it was supposed to be a great display of silky footwork and congrats to Arsenal and Barcelona for advancing to the quarters
*fanfare* *catcall* woohoo!

anyway, GRRRREAT news finally on a certain SJM more updates soon!

just rem, was semi stalking indokid the other day.. sis approved hehe :)

DIEEEE GIGGLEEES DIEEEEEEEE

THE WORLD IS UNFAIRRR

BUT KARMA WILL PREVAIL!!!
- by decree of Jayne..

ok i know my posts have been rather crappy.. but i concede that only sklmates bother to read insignificant posts haha n if anyone is like me, gloss thru those who are overseas, trying to sieve out the juicy info.. its just too much esp with people i dont know.. but sya's blog is always exciting.. :)

anyway, emily cheer up! Exams will end and then we'll finally have our Max Brenner.. yes.. MORE choc.. :)

hmm ooh one topic tt i keep reading in the papers is the malay murder case.. n i had to read n reread the article a few billion times before i understood the whole situation.. like how much more warped can it get.. cos stepfather here.. n grandma there.. n at one pt the grandma is being consoled by her mom ie great grandma (who is only 60-70 yrs old?) at this point i had chills running down my spine and i felt really sad, disappointed and.. angry.. angry that the community has become this bad.. that we're breeding so many murderers.. n us so many anak luar nikahs n irresponsible malay youth.. well we did hear they are hanyut.. but man.. this is way beyond hanyut! The only way is if they want to be helped but how will they ever see that when all they want is personal freedom n fun? The biggest step is to admit they need help! its impossible any other way before that.. I'm glad i did offer to help start something but I have no idea where to start, how to reach. Maybe i should start with my own family.. one side is full of petty problems and the other is just plain screwed up.

hopefully they will see beyond my surface n see me for what i believe..

As I rest against this cold hard wall, will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war had just begun

cos she's so highhhh.....

Just wanted to paste that cos it looks damn gay hahaha.. for the record, he's not haha, it was after he scored 5 mins after he got on the field.. fabulous fab! :D

Anyway, terribly high dayy.. whole day spent on ltb.. its crazeeee.. morning was spent in class with all the class activities where we wwere giggling and laughing like crap.. then ran all around toa payoh trying to find cellophane paper but settled for bags at the value shop instead.. then off to HWA to pack all the stuff.. we got 29 bags of stuff.. i was in charge of the halal stuff so i tried to sneak in all the good stuff haha.. anyway, 1 last day and our misery called ltb will be overrr.. OVERRRRR!!! mwahahhahahahaha and an even bigger evil laugh to sth else that is gonna happen to someone.. will share the evil plot once its all out.. my legs are aching like crap today!!!

woohoo.. fabregas has been having good form lately.. wished he scored more goals tho but he's been super outstanding.. bravo.. so much so pple say Real madrid is interested.. COME ONNN.. i think ive been brainwashed by sarah but its IMPOSSIBLE for a catalan boy like him to play for real.. tt would be like against his ethics haha.. tho he seems to want to play in the la liga very much so when that day comes, I will be very sad.. but it will also mean my complete departure from epl to la liga.. :D which isnt so bad except for the terrible timings they play.. arsenal game in a bit.... go fab!

anyway today was fun.. n super tiring! after ltb n comms meeting n sleeping in skl for a while, went shopping with my sis till like 9pm.. but first, we got lost.. and went thru abt 4 ERP gantries before we got to the entrance to the parking lot correct.. i really do hate ERPs..but at least free parking at dad's office haha.. yay i scoured zara where i really do hate shopping on weekends.. so packed.. zara is so nice n empty on weekdays... anyway, got a top and went to far east n got a jacket for just 20 bucks.. my sis even got a funky dress for 10 bucks! looks great with jeans too.. we're betting who is gonna get a chance to wear it first haha.. what happened to mugging.. n tom 2pm out onwards all becos of the silly presentation thingy.. ahhh.. my weekends all gone.. need to mugggg.. need to sleeepp.. need to slack! perseveree.. 6 more weeks onllyyy n hopefully off to Perth in April to visit aliya!! i hope we rent a car n drive to fremantle.. just us girls! anyone else wants in?

rumor has it...

was great! thankew farhan for the movie.. :D no not you zainalabiden.. owe u ice cream next time! anyway, i was simply looking in awe of jennifer aniston's hair the whole time haha.. its soooo pretty.. n the grandmother was hilariousss.. i loveeedd her.. and kevin costner is hot! haha

thursdays are fabulous!! fashion day on discovery travel & living.. 1 hr of Fashion avenue which is technically watching people shop.. plus 1 hr of Project Runway.. Jay and Austin are faaaabulous! n before tt football crazy and kickoff.. *yay* i saw a glimpse of the fabregas assist.. absolutely faaaabulous haha.. not to mention i dropped by Zara today and saw that its absolutely different from the last time i went.. so haha.. Saturday, i will burnnnn a hole in my pocket.. :) but then ill have new pockets.. mwahha..

ok sarah.. mebbe i am going nuts.. i need to MUGGGG at least i didnt screw up stats as badly as i thot.. still.. i need to get ALLL the As i can get.. time for Project Mug noww

VALLADOLID, Spain, March 1 (Reuters) - Spain twice came from behind for a 3-2 victory at home to African Nations Cup runners-up Ivory Coast in a pulsating World Cup warm-up in Valladolid on Wednesday.
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Spain were back on level terms eight minutes later after some great work by Cesc Fabregas, who at a little over 18 became the youngest player in 70 years to make his debut for the full national side.
The Arsenal midfielder picked the ball up outside the area, skipped past Arthur Boka and cut a pass back to striker David Villa who headed in at the second attempt after his first shot was blocked by the keeper.
Fabregas showed no sign of first night nerves with an impressive debut, running the show for Spain in midfield and constantly probing for gaps in the Ivory Coast defence.

KUDOS to fabregas!
hopefully they'll replay it on ESPN.. :D

Debutante

GOOD LUCK FABREGAS! and DJOUROU TOO!
its all stupid starhub's fault for choosing to broadcast argentina match rather than yr debut.. I wished i cud have witnessed yr momentous occasion.. how many times does a person get to see a rising new star earn his debut!? let me wake up to good news okk.. :)

and woohoo.. major league baseball begins! stuff to tide me over when football season ends.. and stuff for me to be distracted by in the morning..


i dont want to be pulled in it just for its sake..
i need n want more
but what if there isnt any more to it...