Jason Wade - You belong to me

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember, darling
All the while
You belong to me
See the marketplace in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle
When it’s wet with rain
Just remember
Till you're home again
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle
When it’s wet with rain
Just remember
Till you're home again
You belong to me

Due to the overwhelming popularity of 'the way u look tonight' because of michael buble, ive changed my imgonnameltifusingthissong song to the jason wade's song.. haha.. anyway, only dermot mulroney did justice to sinatra's classic on the boat in my best friend's wedding. You NEED a deep voice for the song.. o/w its not as nice.. so now.. i want to belong to somebody.. hehe..

Yankees won!

room dispute is stupid.. pple shud seriously bugger off.. and its really making a mountain of a mousehole or whatever the word is in tt idiom..

warrrghh..
i think im getting dark rings ard my eyes.. i knew i made the right choice by enjoying my sleep before skl started.. anyway.. work is piling up sky high.. partly my fault cos ive left MA to rot but MA is a pain to read.. the numbers are easier to understand than the text itself.. biz law is an utter tragedy and other subjects are just.. sleep inducing.. tonight i sleep.. tomorrow i shall conquer! i will at LEAST finish my damned 1st BGS draft, get up to speed for MA and brainstorm like ive never stormed before for law.. oh wait.. i still have that annoying thing called AS.. oh i do conclude one thing tho.. whatever that humans come up with by themselves is pure an utter bigotry BS.. i dont want to deal with pple man.. haha..

i watched faking it where the girl pretended to be a socialite.. n she didnt want to get out of her beautiful clothes.. can i wake up a princess tomorrow? that will happen iff (philosophers fav showoff word: if and only if) a prince comes and sweeps me off my feet.. tomorrow yes? :) so he can bring me away from sky high pile..

in other sporting news.. mixed results..
the yankees lost.. painful considering before i left home i just saw them get the lead and when i checked the score in skl, they were losing by 9 pts..
but my fav CK model scored in soccer news.. v nice strike.. with a win in overseas territory FINALLY..
but i must say.. ronaldinho is one hell of a footballer.. hattrick agst udinese with fantastic strikes.. phuh...
but which of u actually care :P who can i share my sports love with!?

damn cute song! and a damn cute band name haha..

Tell Him - The Exciters
I know something about love.
You've gotta want it bad
If that guy's got into your blood, go out and get him
If you want him to be the very part of you
That makes you want to breathe, here's the thing to do...

Reff: Tell him that you're never gonna leave him
Tell him that you're always gonna love him
Tell him, tell him, tell him, tell him right now

I know something about love.
You gotta show it and make him
See the moon up above.
Reach out and get it
If you want him to make your heart sing out
And if you want him to only think of you...

Repeat Reff

Ever since the world began it's been that way
For man and woman were created to make love their destiny
Then why should true love be so complicated?

Oh... I know something about love.
You gotta take it and
Show him what the world is made of, one kiss will prove it
If you want him to be always by your side
Take his hand tonight and swallow your foolish pride and..

aargh
what happened to super enthu people in smu? even ouyang is slacking like shit haha.. ok to be fair shes piled up with ltb.. and why the freaking hell are the other girls so GIRLY!?!? like only a handful were from sports and none of them are that into team sports anyway.. i feel so.. lonely..!! someone pls call me to go for floorball training tog.. damn if just hon n i were on the same team then can go train tog.. (btw nanos are coming in on the 10th so hold yr excitement till then) n ramadhan is coming up real fast so hardly any exercise happening then.. i promise to go for floorball next week when i sleep over at ntu with kak liyana.. but tonight.. ill finish up on my work i guess.. stupid rj has to be so friggin far.. haha.. anyways, i had a resolution to be the sportiest girl cos im terribly pissed by the lack of sports.. i am DYINNGGGGG w/o an outlet to drain myself physically haha.. i even wanted to hit the gym!!! i HATE the gym n the treadmill.. n so thats how sian i feel tt i even want to do weights! hums.. grrr.. how to be enthu with non enthu pple ard!?

Despite months of not playing tennis, I think I'm finally getting a hang of the strokes! I finally properly moved to the single handed forehand n double handed backhand.. yay.. n did 4 lazy laps in the pool after tt.. i do wonder how hon finds the energy to do all the things she does.. thinking of which, i SHOULD go for alot more sports now before fasting mth starts.. hmms and after my joking sms to joshua i DID end up having a hmm not so hot date with him ;) (it rained haha) let's do it again when u have less mugging to do!
back to Anal skills.. :x

had lunch with joan, dawn n puipui today.. boy felt good to be ard softees again.. :) n i cant believe that the cap pui got is signed by the best shortstop everr.. derek jeter! dint realise there was a game this morning so i missed out on jorge's 3 runs homerun! damn! but no more puipui till xmas.. i hope she brings back good stuff hahahaa. there are sooo many LSE pple! will miss u puii!

ooh yea n we dropped by the apple shop n took a look at the nano..its so damn small! haha yea i bought it w/o realising how tiny n slim it was.. posters are deceiving! how am i supposed to tell the actual size when they enlarge the pics to >A4? hehe.. but cant wait to get my hands on itt..

the saddest thing happened today..
my mom took my key by mistake.. so i got off the bus, rummaged thru my stuff to find my key.. n panicked when i cudnt find it.. thot i left it IN the house.. but my mom forgot to pass it back to me yesttt.. bleh.. so i spent 15 mins calling up different family members whining/persuading them to come back n open the gate haha.. which so did not work.. my sis told me to climb the gate... except.. ill be IN the compound but still OUTSIDE the house. where all the food is.. where the powerpoints are.. cos my laptop n hp were running out of batt.. thank goodness my granddaddy lives like opposite the road.. so i bought him bribery food = KFC chicken and sat in his house for abt an hour plus watching OC on lappie.. thankgod i brought my lappie today.. so i only managed to enter the house after mom came home.. bleh.. n the thing was.. i was supposed to go home with sarah by bus.. but when we reached the busstop.. jus before the bus came, i realised i forgot to take my jacket from the room.. so i had to go back n get it.. mebbe it was a sign telling me tt my key was missing too heezz..

sleepy sleepy.. theres biz law project meeting tom.. yucks

ooh.. ive been trying to educate myself with yankee/posada trivia.. so im like halfway watching sth calling.. yankeeography hehe.. i wished they showed more baseball in sg tho.. im dying from the lack of exercise and sports exposure.. mebbe after im done with his, ill go find derekjeter's yankeeography.. :D just musing.. there must be really few mats who have any interest at all in baseball but itll be cool to find one.. haha n i realise i can be really crabby one minute n fine the next.. very influenced by pple around me.. n so if im nice to u.. consider ureself lucky.. hums.. i feel like going for soccer.. shall book a date next week with amalsarah then.. the only sane girl ard who enjoys sports.. :D i neeedddd my dosageeee! oooh and some NZ exchange student guy emailed everyone asking for an allblacks shirt to wear for world peace day tomorrow.. sort of like an ethnic costume hehehe.. so funny.. mebbe i shud join ICON club too.. looks so fun!

speaking of world peace day,
i heard news of bombing happening at taksim square in Istanbul... its somewhere i've been to.. and it feels just like the orchard road of turkey.. I feel like I can just place myself in tt situation n imagine, what if i were there when it happeend? what are the possibilities of it happening here? It's only when it hits home or somewhere ure familiar with is when u realise how real these issues are.. like how the american visitors thought we were too passive abt the 911 incident.. its cos here, it just feels like a movie unfolding..
the bottomline is, what has our world come to? We are all brothers and sisters after all. How can we enjoy the vast variety of food if not for our differences? Why is power so evil? so damaging.. Why are we causing each other harm!? You and I are no different. The golden rule applies. Love, and be loved my friends!

wee.. i lurrve slack weekends.. but a mth of intense project doing is aheaddd..
lets just kick back for awhile.. and be the slack ol me.. as alwayss

ok hon is the world's best networker.. the price of my ipod nano keeps going down with every sms she sends haha... being nice ol' me im sharing the discount with herrrr... :P but if none of u know yet, got some discount for ipod nano at 340 bucks 100 off retail price.. tellme by tues if u want in..

just watched love actually.. quite a few awwwwww so sweet moments.. but its just an accumulation of love stories too short to be made into 1 story by itself haha... but it kinda blows when uve got no one to go awwwww with.. n yea sure love actually is all around.. not being cynical! i do love my frens n family! but sth extra cudnt hurt haha.. n the hot guy was only there to provide eyecandy..with no proper plot.. what the shit man.. haha

anyway.. i so want to go overseas for more than a sem.. everyone else ard me gets to be independent but staying at home with parents just makes it difficult for me to grow up haha.. i want to buy my own groceries.. and clean the house when i want to and just do stuff as if the whole place is my own.. u may argue tt u dont have to go away to be independent.. but at home.. there is always a nagging feeling.. n being in my shoes.. u just know when ure expected to be home.. what ure expected to do. what not.. i just wanna be free of those inhibitions for onec in my life.. and actually finally feel somewhat like an adult..

and what is the deal with the media.. they just LOVEEEE to promote the country that i am just abt to go to.. first sibu island.. then turkey... now spain!! what the hell mann.. hahha oh man.. chatting with yuhsin now.. he is in taipei doing medicine.. tom is his 1st day of skl!! and he's telling me abt the hot spanish girls he's met there.. hahahha.. so cool!

hmms.. u know how when ure young.. u look up to adults and think wow.. they are so smart.. they know everything.. they know all the answers.. you grow up n u realise that ure not smart.. u dont know everything.. n its scary.. because i feel like the same 12 yr old.. (mebbe physically i feel old haha) i read my old entries.. even from just 1 yr back.. n realise im still very much childish.. but u know what.. kids have the most fun in life! so why grow up? :)

weeeeeeee~!!!!! im so higghhhh
there better not be rain on thurs.. n everyone who promised to show up better do!! i cant waittt! im gonna be tennis-ing/swimming on a skl week with a whole bunch of random pple n itll be so much fun!.. i hope fah-mi is there to brighten things up even further! *crosses fingers*
whipeee.. this promises to be an eventful fun week.. dont disappoint me now!

Just trying to feed my need to be somewhere other than here.. somewhere fun n exotic..somewhere i can be free of worries and live for the now! where else better than a bull ring in madrid.. ole!

im missing gilly baby.. n the rest of my oc fanatics.. sobs.. who else am i supposed to watch marathons of season 3 with? an ode to geel, muns & sya.. cos this song reminds me of liver tooshie and her love of weird bands & weirder band members.. n her groupie tendencies.. :P loves u lots!

I believe in a thing called love - The Darkness
Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everythin' is A.OK!


And.. the 2nd english song that I heard on radio when I was like in pri skl.. and I only just rediscovered it, how much I love it..

I live my life for you – Firehouse

You know you’re everything to me
And I will never see
The 2 of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I build my world around you and I want you to know
I need u like I’ve never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I wanna be by your side
In everything that you do
And if there’s only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you
And know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I would always be with you
There is nothing we can do
As long as we’re together

I just can’t live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I’ve never needed anyone before

n i huff n i puff n im blown away...

floorball supposedly trials.. but if it were anyway, i sucked.. god.. playing with the seniors just totally shows how much of an amateur i am! i hardly touch the ball.. whatever.. im being all whiny feeling too old to be doing this much exercise hahaha.. okok.. i kinda am half happy tt training invoked my asthma.. shows tt im finally pushing myself.. :) still huffing n puffing a lil now.. bleh.. mebbe i SHUD try for goalie.. less running.. haha ay.. o/w i feel so homeless w/o a cca.. ooh was playing with my AS TA just now.. i told her she gave me a smiley face for my paper haha and she was the one who was amused.. haha..

i wish i cud just get whisked into a different country already.. i wish i was having my exchange prog n enjoying myself.. take me away to a beautiful country and surround myself with beautiful people.. mebbe get involved in la tomatina n the running of the bull.. watch a la liga match.. what would i give to be there.. what would i give to be contented.. what would i give to feel loved.

jorge&son

jorge&son
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NY yankee's catcher Posada and his son! sooo cute!! he's like valentin on hallmark! but this little boy's father is spiff in his suit.. :D

unmotivated & bruised

floorball on thursday seemed to have pooped me out.. got a knee skid n yest i skipped ms zhang's thing n went home to sleep from 8pm to 9am this morning.. 13 hrs of glorious sleep.. n to wake up to the mid of NY Yankees winning the Boston Red Sox! Derek Jeter is awesomeee and Mike Mussina n Jorge Posada are grreat too. plus they look damn smart in their kit.. used to think they looked like pjays.. but they're damn neat n disciplined in comparison to the others! hehe.. yea definitely wanna go watch a game in NY someday.. add tt to my must watch list.. other must watch:
1) la liga in Spain (duh)
2) a tennis open
3) a World/Euro Cup match with either Holland or Spain

wonder when ill actually get to fulfill those.. hopefully the baseball or la liga thing will happen next yr :D

anyway.. i feel the need to WHINE.. eurghh.. im half irritated with skl.. im half wondering what am i doing in here.. n im damn unmotivated to do anything cca or academic-wise.. im damn wtf-ing annoyed at the need for class participation.. n kinda pissed at this too-practical grpmate.. this guy was so damn on abt doin the assignment to the best cos he wants a wonderful grade to gain him the double degree.. thats not a bad thing to me.. but once someone mentioned its not graded, he DISAPPEARS.. poof he's gone.. im not talking abt mentally.. but physically he ran off complaining we wasted 45 mins of his life which btw our class was let early 45 mins.. ok fine.. i was also annoyed tt everyone was so distracted n not focus on the task at hand.. cos im not a fan of grp meetings.. i think they shud be kept at a minimum cos seriouslyy.. u cant write sth together... its like the hardest thing in the world to combine more than one person's thought's together on a piece of paper at the same time.. n guess what.. we finally decided to delegate the work n we were done in a matter of minutes.. n i thot it wud be better if tt guy didnt do anything cos he'd prob wont even care so we're just gonna plop all the hard work on him when the real project comes in.. so yea.. biz is a whole lotta bull.. but i dont know what else i would rather do.. i need my maths n science to feel comfortable with.. sobs.. nvm.. stats next term.. i was eyeing denise's stats hw n was being half jealous cos id rather tackle maths qns n manipulate numbers than writing crappy essays.. i dont like words.. :P other than nice simple shallow things.. i like being simple & shallow.. i think too much intellectual stimulation is boriiingg... so sue mee.. as if bush n politics is so deep anyway...

give me a massage!

mebbe ive been sleeping too much.. but my back is constantly achy and its dying for a massage.. too bad i dont go for massages.. anyone wud like to offer me one? :) man how luxurious would that feel.. oooh..

anyway.. ouyang: call me anytime u feel like hitting the gym.. well except when i have class of coz.. :P
shiqin: haha u damn onzz..

but oh no. floorball trials on monday.. -freaks- hmm i definitely have no skill n stamina.. esp up against hockey girls.. (ie u shiqin :P) so lets seee.. mebbe ill employ the next best thing haha .. aggression.. tt i have plenty.. *evil grin* well i did recall kak liyana saying her coach liked her cos she plays aggressively.. hehe.. well at least theres no pressure to perform or maluate myself tt i didnt make it cos i have no experience haha.. but damn.. i WANT to play competitively! o/w theres no drive!! i love it when i havent mastered a game.. n ill go all out to improve myself till i become good enough to compete and WIN! i love the challenge.. so *cross fingeres*.. wish me luck! :) tt was what was so great abt learning softball, i realised.. to overcome the challenge is entirely satisfying! plus.. if i dont get into this.. what other sport will i join to keep fit!?

i cant wait for next friday! if all goes as plan, ill be off to johor with the other peeps for.... GO-KARTING! awesome.. hmms think itll be more fun if it were manual tho.. but ill end up stalling half the time hahaa. havent touched a manual car in mths.. haha n daddy thinks ill be able to go-kart better now cos ive got a license.. hahah right on.. as if theres so much to know to hitting the accelerator pedal.. :P

tired tired tireddddd.. BGS book is becoming such a bother.. why are we so suay!? hmms all the minority grps didnt get their project choices.. hmm the ballot is RIGGED.. i demand a recount! haha.. what suayness.

calling all softees

wow.. softball might actually be formed.. i wished puipui were part of all of this.. anyway to all smu people.. we're calling for all softees with experience to help set up the club.. and those who are interested w/o experience are welcomed too! spread the word!

haha i know not alot of pple read this.. but watever. meeting up this thursday to grind thru the process.. itll be weird to come head to head with coach's team tho.. *bites fingers* hhaha n wee.. i may get to pitch again.. bzbz week.. with tonnes of reading to do.. can u imagine.. 4 chapters of BGS.. 4 chapters of biz law.. prob mind numbing AS hw.. and learning objects for MA.. blah.. i need softball to destress.. i need to exercisee.. anyone wanna hit the gym after class?

nushigh

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haha yes hon i have recre floorball here.. like omg.. they even have pi in their bloody skl logo.. lol..